→ You’re feeling depleted. You prepare nourishing meals for your clients but you’re living off cracker crumbs and cold coffee. The way you’ve been holding space isn’t sustainable, but you don’t want to compromise depth for scalability.
→ You’re put off by the growing popularity of performative “trauma-informed” spaces. You’re told it’s a “safe place” and then you see your private words screenshot and shared in stories without consent. Or you’ve been in communities that value autonomy but then witness people get “ousted” or “cancelled” for speaking their truth. You want to lead with integrity, and actually embody safety, not just perform it.
→ You want to expand online, just not in a way that dilutes your magic. The industry’s bro-marketing and manipulative sales tactics are a full body NO. You crave a value-aligned business that doesn’t follow someone else’s script.
→ Your voice (and creative life force) feels stifled. Not because you don’t have something to say, but because the online space feels loud, crowded, and disconnected from the real work you offer. Sometimes it feels like you can’t express all the nuance your heart holds into one post.
→ You’ve taken the trainings. You’ve done the certifications. But none of them taught you how to actually tend to yourself without compromising your world-changing vision in this work. Everything that’s been modelled makes it seem like you can only choose one: integrity or success.
When you master your inner world, your outer work transforms.
You already know that when mothers are cared for, the world heals. But it’s time to tend to yourself the way you tend to others.
Because a well-resourced leader is an unstoppable force. And yet, too often, the ones holding space for moms are the ones undervalued and under resourced.
→ Your work meets your well-being
→ Your leadership becomes generational healing
→ Your magic expands without having to dilute your values to “make it work”
→ Your nervous system, your business, and your service come into alignment — and start fuelling each other instead of draining you dry
6 months of intimate group coaching and guided embodied practice June - December 2025
Bi-weekly 90 minute calls with Nicole + Lauren on Tuesdays at 10am PT // 1pm ET beginning June 10, 2025
Engaging slack group between sessions for deep community building & real-time integration with reflective prompts + spot coaching
Unlearn, Relearn & Embody
→ Nervous System Mastery Attunement for Space Holders:
This isn’t about fixing, “regulating” or controlling your nervous system, it’s about coming into right relationship with it and how this shift amplifies the potency of the care you provide
→ The Art of Holding Space: How to weave in your unique essence in your body of work so that your clients feel the true safety and magick of your presence, and you’re left feeling fulfilled and lit up because you have clean energetic boundaries #win-win
→ Redefining Trauma-Informed Facilitation: Going beyond the buzzwords of what it means to be “trauma informed”, this is about deep integrity, presence and radical ownership of your privilege, power and biases
→ Embodied Skill Labs: Think of this like a playground to practice somatic skills to build connection with your body so you can build connection with your clients, and confidence in your art
you will learn the main points
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you will learn the main points
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you will learn the main points
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Integration & Expansion
→ Anchoring into your Why, Vision and Values: This is your compass not just to guide the creation of your biz with integrity, but also to deepen the connection with your clients AND yourself
→ Creative Business Magick: Fuck “best practice”. It’s time to ditch the outdated and toxic bro-marketing strategies and finally create and reimagine embodied business strategy that infuses every weird, wild, and witchy part of you, of course without compromising your values or vision
→ Finding Your Voice & Leadership Style: Finally, drown out the noise and stand strong in your human-ness, embrace vulnerability, embody your values, and explore your unique self expression and heart led relational marketing flavour
→ Masterminding & Real-Time Support: Embodied skill labs to integrate and create your reimagined business IN community, with live feedback, collaboration, and co-creation
→ Integration & Expansion: Move forward in the world with deeper embodiment and feeling well-resourced in your life and business as a sought after visionary in mother centered care
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you will learn the main points
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This is just an expression of interest — not a commitment. It helps us get to know you and make sure this space feels like the right fit.
We like to keep things simple, sovereign, and slow.
Here’s how to take the next step:
You’re welcome to hop on a no-pressure call with us if you have questions or want to feel out the energy of the space before saying yes.
If it’s a full-body yes, we’ll send over your official welcome, contract, and payment link in your local currency, and we'll see you June 10!
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Crave a space to be held and witnessed in your evolution, because your usual space holders, while supportive, just don’t really understand the complexity and nuance of what it’s like to reimagine both mother centered care AND embodied entrepreneurship.
Refuse to use hyper-masculine business strategies, divisive marketing, or performative “trauma-informed” work.
Self-doubt, perfectionism, or fear of being misunderstood are keeping you still, even though you feel your creative essence bubbling beneath the surface.
Are jaded by programs that tell you “this is the way” when you know, deep in your bones, that there’s another way, your way.
Want to deeply understand and embody the art of holding space, not as a checklist of skills, but as an extension of Who. You. Are.
HELD is for the birthworkers, matrescence educators, mother circle facilitators, coaches, and healers professionally holding space for moms
i'm in!
We’re Nicole and Lauren, the co-creators of HELD.
We’ve moved through the wild thresholds of birth, matrescence, identity unraveling, and the impossible task of trying to build a business in a way that actually honours all of that.
We met during doula training. But what bonded us wasn’t just our shared path — it was our shared discomfort.
Even back then, we felt the friction:
The lack of nuance.
The rigid frameworks.
The absence of true humanity and honest community.
We were both new mothers at the time — raw, stretched, and craving support that didn’t force us to bypass our bodies or abandon our values for the sake of productivity.
We knew there had to be another way.
So we started walking it — slowly, imperfectly, intuitively.
We explored nervous system healing, cyclical embodiment, and what it meant to build in partnership with our capacity instead of against it.
We kept coming back to one another — on long Zoom calls, in messy voice notes, and in novel sized text threads. It was through these long, winding conversations — the kind that start with a question and end hours later in full-body resonance — that the roots of HELD began to take shape.
We weren’t just dreaming about a new way of doing business… We were living the questions in real time:
Can embodiment, leadership, devotion, and our own definition of wild success truly co-exist?
Can we hold space for others without abandoning ourselves?
The backbone of HELD was built from the exact practices we kept returning to, in moments of burnout, rupture, repair, and deep remembering.
This isn’t theory. It’s lived experience.
It’s what carried us through — and now it’s what we offer to you.
Somewhere in there, we hit record — and our podcast sub-series Musings & Magick was born.
We began to notice the magick of our connection — the way our energy fed off each other, how our different experiences, styles, and wisdom created something deeply alive and alchemical.
That essence is what makes HELD different.
We’re not offering a formula.
We’re offering a living, breathing space where you’re met in your fullness.
Where your body is honored.
Where your leadership is nourished.
Where the you behind your work is seen, supported, and celebrated.
We’re here to walk beside you while you lead in a way that’s deeply yours.
HELD isn’t about scaling at any cost.
It’s about rising rooted.
It’s about building something that feels like truth in your bones.
It’s about redefining success so it includes your wellbeing, your softness, your humanity.
Because you don’t need another certification...
Real time hands on support by Lauren and Nicole throughout the 6 months. There will be lots of time for questions in live calls as well as high touch engagement in the slack group. Both Lauren and Nicole each bring forward a unique perspective around the nervous system , coaching, and conscious entrepreneurship.
Because HELD isn’t built on performance, hustle, or hierarchy.
It’s not about learning our way — it’s about reclaiming your way.
You’ll receive both: real-time feedback on your business offers and marketing AND somatic practices to deepen your space-holding skills, PLUS community support. HELD is where personal exploration, nervous system healing and embodied business strategy finally meet.
If you’ve taken previous trainings but still feel like something’s missing — this is the missing piece. HELD bridges the gap between your inner work and your outer expression. You’ll leave with tools, embodiment, and a business that feels more like you.
The calls will be deeply engaging so it’s recommended to come live when you can. With that said, we know life happens, so all calls will be recorded with space for integration in slack.
After you fill out the application form OR have a call with us, you’ll receive an official invitation, contract to sign, and payment link in your local currency to save your spot.
You’ll already be receiving super high touch support from both of us inside HELD, but there is an option to add on a private half day retreat for 2:1 support. This would be a personalized blend of somatics and embodied business strategy tailored to you and your unique needs.
If things feel out of alignment after the 2nd call (June 24), let’s chat. In certain circumstances, we’d be happy to offer a pro-rated refund (minus $300).
June 10-Dec 9, 2025 (Tuesdays at 10am PT//1pm ET)
June 10 (opening call), June 24, July 8, 22, Aug 5
Integration (2 weeks no calls ), Aug 25, Sept 9, 23, Oct 7, 21, Integration (2 weeks no calls), Nov 11, 25, Dec 9 (closing call)
This isn’t another certification or performative stamp on your resume. It’s not even another conscious entrepreneurship mastermind. This is about YOU… your growth, your vision, and your integrity.
When you join us inside HELD, you’ll get:
No more exhaustion disguised as passion. No more diluting your magic to fit industry trends. And definitely no more playing small because the online space feels too loud, too fast, too fake...
A space to reconnect with your creativity, your intuition, and your voice — not just for visibility, but for the kind of expression that makes your ancestors proud
Real community — where nuance is honored, truth is celebrated, and support is tangible
Access to co-creation, feedback, and real-time integration — not just homework or theory
ready to step in?
You won’t hear us say that your hesitation to invest is because “you just dont want it bad enough”. WE TRUST your discernment There’s no FOMO here.
But we want you to know, this isn’t just another program filled with generic advice, outdated marketing strategies, or rigid frameworks.
It’s a 6-month immersive experience designed to meet you where you are — with real tools, deep support, and lasting transformation in both your inner world and your outer work.
→ Are newer in your business — you’re growing your IG community, have the website you spent way too long on, but might not have consistent clients
→ Still work another job, but long to replace that income with your mother serving body of work
→ Have a graveyard of unfinished programs and worry this might be the same
→ Are skeptical because you’ve been in spaces that promised depth but left you feeling more disconnected
→ Are craving community, but feel nervous to take up space
→ Want to lead your business differently, but don’t know where to begin
HELD is here to help you expand it, not just sustainably but regeneratively.
This is a space that nourishes you as much as it nourishes your clients.
Because a well-resourced leader is unstoppable.
And you deserve to be held, too.