YOU'RE THE ONES SHAPING THE FUTURE

But who holds you while you hold so much?

Birthworkers, matrescence educators, mother circle facilitators, coaches, and healers professionally holding space for moms

You’ve built something meaningful

You know your work is sacred, revolutionary, and needed. You’re ready to disrupt the norms of mother care...

→ You’re feeling depleted. You prepare nourishing meals for your clients but you’re living off cracker crumbs and cold coffee. The way you’ve been holding space isn’t sustainable, but you don’t want to compromise depth for scalability.

→ You’re put off by the growing popularity of performative “trauma-informed” spaces. You’re told it’s a “safe place” and then you see your private words screenshot and shared in stories without consent. Or you’ve been in communities that value autonomy but then witness people get “ousted” or “cancelled” for speaking their truth. You want to lead with integrity, and actually embody safety, not just perform it.

→ You want to expand online, just not in a way that dilutes your magic. The industry’s bro-marketing and manipulative sales tactics are a full body NO. You crave a value-aligned business that doesn’t follow someone else’s script.

→ Your voice (and creative life force) feels stifled. Not because you don’t have something to say, but because the online space feels loud, crowded, and disconnected from the real work you offer. Sometimes it feels like you can’t express all the nuance your heart holds into one post. 

→ You’ve taken the trainings. You’ve done the certifications. But none of them taught you how to actually tend to yourself without compromising your world-changing vision in this work. Everything that’s been modelled makes it seem like you can only choose one: integrity or success.


You’re not just a mother serving professional, you’re a mother serving VISIONARY, but...

YOU DON'T HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN INTEGRITY AND SUCCESS

Because holding space for yourself is your greatest skill

Because your nervous system is the bridge between you and the women you serve

Because the way you build your business should honor your values, not contradict them

Mother-Centered Care Begins With YOU

→ Your work meets your well-being
→ Your leadership becomes generational healing
→ Your magic expands without having to dilute your values to “make it work”
→ Your nervous system, your business, and your service come into alignment — and start fuelling each other instead of draining you dry

When you build your business from the inside out

This is a quiet revolution of embodied mother care... if you want in, keep reading

YOU'RE INVITED TO HELD

This is Inner Mastery AND Business Magick for Mother-Serving Visionaries

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feel the call?

Co-led by Nicole Pasveer & Lauren Fortuna-Floch

HELD is a 6-month immersive journey that invites you to deepen your inner mastery and explore value-aligned, body-led business creation so you can expand your impact without compromising integrity

HELD

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Here's what you get inside HELD

6 months of intimate group coaching and guided embodied practice June - December 2025 


Bi-weekly 90 minute calls with Nicole + Lauren on Tuesdays at 10am PT // 1pm ET beginning June 10, 2025


Engaging slack group between sessions for deep community building & real-time integration with reflective prompts + spot coaching 


THE FOUNDATION OF HELD 

We’re here to help you go from exhausted and over-giving to deeply connected, embodied in your medicine, and expanding your work in a way that not just nourishes you, but creates ripples of impact in your community

PILLARS

holistic embodiment

PILLAR 1

Unlearn, Relearn & Embody

→ Nervous System Mastery Attunement for Space Holders:
This isn’t about fixing, “regulating” or controlling your nervous system, it’s about coming into right relationship with it and how this shift amplifies the potency of the care you provide

→ The Art of Holding Space: How to weave in your unique essence in your body of work so that your clients feel the true safety and magick of your presence, and you’re left feeling fulfilled and lit up because you have clean energetic boundaries #win-win

→ Redefining Trauma-Informed Facilitation: Going beyond the buzzwords of what it means to be “trauma informed”, this is about deep integrity, presence and radical ownership of your privilege, power and biases 

→ Embodied Skill Labs: Think of this like a playground to practice somatic skills to build connection with your body so you can build connection with your clients, and confidence in your art 

01

Confidence

MODULE 02

you will learn the main points

Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here. Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here.

one item included

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

Perfect for anyone looking for something more personal

02

COMMENTS

MODULE 03

you will learn the main points

Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here. Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here.

one item included

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

Perfect for anyone looking for something more personal

03

PUBLISHING

MODULE 04

you will learn the main points

Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here. Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here.

one item included

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

Perfect for anyone looking for something more personal

04

SUCCESS

MODULE 05

you will learn the main points

Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here. Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here.

one item included

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

Perfect for anyone looking for something more personal

05

leadership & devotion

PILLAR 2

Integration & Expansion

→ Anchoring into your Why, Vision and Values: This is your compass not just to guide the creation of your biz with integrity, but also to deepen the connection with your clients AND yourself

Creative Business Magick: Fuck “best practice”. It’s time to ditch the outdated and toxic bro-marketing strategies and finally create and reimagine embodied business strategy that infuses every weird, wild, and witchy part of you, of course without compromising your values or vision 

Finding Your Voice & Leadership Style: Finally, drown out the noise and stand strong in your human-ness, embrace vulnerability, embody your values, and explore your unique self expression and heart led relational marketing flavour

Masterminding & Real-Time Support: Embodied skill labs to integrate and create your reimagined business IN community, with live feedback, collaboration, and co-creation 

Integration & Expansion: Move forward in the world with deeper embodiment and feeling well-resourced in your life and business as a sought after visionary in mother centered care 

02

Confidence

MODULE 02

you will learn the main points

Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here. Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here.

one item included

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

Perfect for anyone looking for something more personal

02

COMMENTS

MODULE 03

you will learn the main points

Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here. Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here.

one item included

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

Perfect for anyone looking for something more personal

03

PUBLISHING

MODULE 04

you will learn the main points

Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here. Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here.

one item included

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

Perfect for anyone looking for something more personal

04

SUCCESS

MODULE 05

you will learn the main points

Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here. Here's where you can go into depth about your service or give it a little summary about what you offer right here.

one item included

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

ONE ITEM INCLUDED

Perfect for anyone looking for something more personal

05

PRICING

Choose your payment path:

early bird until may 16

$1800

save $1000

Regular investment after may 16

$2800

SAVE YOUR SPOT FOR ONLY

$300

Pay in Full

* Receive a BONUS private 2:1 call with Lauren + Nicole

Deposit Now, Pay Later

→ Save your spot with $300 now
→ Then pay $1500 on June 10 OR
→ Choose 6 monthly payments of $250

apply now

Choose your payment path:

Apply now

Pay in your own currency

Pay in Full

* Receive a BONUS private 2:1 call with Lauren + Nicole

Deposit Now, Pay Later

→ Save your spot with $300 now
→ Then Pay $2500 on June 10 OR
→ Choose 5 monthly payments of $500 OR 10 monthly payments of $250

Fill out the application form

This is just an expression of interest — not a commitment. It helps us get to know you and make sure this space feels like the right fit.


HOW to JOIN HELD

We like to keep things simple, sovereign, and slow.
Here’s how to take the next step:

01

Book a call, if you want!

You’re welcome to hop on a no-pressure call with us if you have questions or want to feel out the energy of the space before saying yes.


02

Receive your invitation

If it’s a full-body yes, we’ll send over your official welcome, contract, and payment link in your local currency, and we'll see you June 10!


03

in 3 simple steps

apply now

Book a call

HELD is for you if you...

Crave a space to be held and witnessed in your evolution, because your usual space holders, while supportive, just don’t really understand the complexity and nuance of what it’s like to reimagine both mother centered care AND embodied entrepreneurship. 




Refuse to use hyper-masculine business strategies, divisive marketing, or performative “trauma-informed” work.



Self-doubt, perfectionism, or fear of being misunderstood are keeping you still, even though you feel your creative essence bubbling beneath the surface. 




Are jaded by programs that tell you “this is the way” when you know, deep in your bones, that there’s another way, your way.



Want to deeply understand and embody the art of holding space, not as a checklist of skills, but as an extension of Who. You. Are. 



HELD is for the birthworkers, matrescence educators, mother circle facilitators, coaches, and healers professionally holding space for moms



You’re a mother-serving visionary leading a new paradigm of mother-centred care
And you deserve to be HELD

i'm in!

MEET YOUR GUIDES

We’re Nicole and Lauren, the co-creators of HELD.
We’ve moved through the wild thresholds of birth, matrescence, identity unraveling, and the impossible task of trying to build a business in a way that actually honours all of that.

We met during doula training. But what bonded us wasn’t just our shared path — it was our shared discomfort.
Even back then, we felt the friction:
The lack of nuance.
The rigid frameworks.
The absence of true humanity and honest community.

We were both new mothers at the time — raw, stretched, and craving support that didn’t force us to bypass our bodies or abandon our values for the sake of productivity.
We knew there had to be another way.
So we started walking it — slowly, imperfectly, intuitively.

We explored nervous system healing, cyclical embodiment, and what it meant to build in partnership with our capacity instead of against it.

We kept coming back to one another — on long Zoom calls, in messy voice notes, and in novel sized text threads. It was through these long, winding conversations — the kind that start with a question and end hours later in full-body resonance — that the roots of HELD began to take shape.

We weren’t just dreaming about a new way of doing business… We were living the questions in real time:
Can embodiment, leadership, devotion, and our own definition of wild success truly co-exist?
Can we hold space for others without abandoning ourselves?

The backbone of HELD was built from the exact practices we kept returning to, in moments of burnout, rupture, repair, and deep remembering.

This isn’t theory. It’s lived experience.
It’s what carried us through — and now it’s what we offer to you.

Somewhere in there, we hit record — and our podcast sub-series Musings & Magick was born.
We began to notice the magick of our connection — the way our energy fed off each other, how our different experiences, styles, and wisdom created something deeply alive and alchemical.

That essence is what makes HELD different.
We’re not offering a formula.
We’re offering a living, breathing space where you’re met in your fullness.
Where your body is honored.
Where your leadership is nourished.
Where the you behind your work is seen, supported, and celebrated.


Former nurse, forever birth nerd, lover of liminality and london fogs. Nicole is a late-identified neurodivergent mom, host of Rewild + Free and a business and life coach — but not in the conventional sense.
Nicole’s work lives below the surface. In the body. The breath. The unraveling, the remembering, the rewilding. The slow and sacred work of building a business that doesn’t extract from you but actually nourishes you. That honours your seasons. That centres joy, rest, community care, and real f*cking love.
Her work lives at the intersection of decolonized business, conscious creation, nervous system healing, and identity reclamation. Nicole brings a deeply intuitive and relational lens to business coaching — one that centres capacity, joy, and not just sustainable, but regenerative self-expression.

Mother, doula, matrescence educator, somatic practitioner and host of The Well-Nourished Mother podcast.
Lauren’s work lives where transformation meets tenderness — where the messy, magical becoming of motherhood meets the quiet rebellion of building a business that actually feels good to your nervous system.
With a background in nursing, somatics, and trauma-informed facilitation, she guides both mothers and space holders to lead from embodiment, reconnect to their core values and intuition, and build meaningful work rooted in care — not performance.
She believes that how we hold ourselves is inseparable from how we hold others — and that reclaiming rest, rhythm, and relationship is a radical act.

NICOLE

LAUREN

We’re not here to teach you how to lead

We’re here to walk beside you while you lead in a way that’s deeply yours.
HELD isn’t about scaling at any cost.
It’s about rising rooted.
It’s about building something that feels like truth in your bones.
It’s about redefining success so it includes your wellbeing, your softness, your humanity.
Because you don’t need another certification...

You need to be held.

Real time hands on support by Lauren and Nicole throughout the 6 months. There will be lots of time for questions in live calls as well as high touch engagement in the slack group. Both Lauren and Nicole each bring forward a unique perspective around the nervous system , coaching, and conscious entrepreneurship. 

what kind of support will i get?

Because HELD isn’t built on performance, hustle, or hierarchy.
It’s not about learning our way — it’s about reclaiming your way.

how is this different than other programs?

You’ll receive both: real-time feedback on your business offers and marketing AND somatic practices to deepen your space-holding skills, PLUS community support. HELD is where personal exploration, nervous system healing and embodied business strategy finally meet.  

is it just coaching or will i learn strategy?

If you’ve taken previous trainings but still feel like something’s missing — this is the missing piece. HELD bridges the gap between your inner work and your outer expression. You’ll leave with tools, embodiment, and a business that feels more like you.

will i actually get value from this?

The calls will be deeply engaging so it’s recommended to come live when you can. With that said, we know life happens, so all calls will be recorded with space for integration in slack. 

what if i can't make the live calls?

After you fill out the application form OR have a call with us, you’ll receive an official invitation, contract to sign, and payment link in your local currency to save your spot.    

what happens after i apply?

Q

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You’ll already be receiving super high touch support from both of us inside HELD, but there is an option to add on a private half day retreat for 2:1 support. This would be a personalized blend of somatics and embodied business strategy tailored to you and your unique needs. 

can i work 1:1 with lauren or nicole?

If things feel out of alignment after the 2nd call (June 24), let’s chat. In certain circumstances, we’d be happy to offer a pro-rated refund (minus $300). 

what is the refund policy?

June 10-Dec 9, 2025 (Tuesdays at 10am PT//1pm ET) 
June 10 (opening call), June 24, July 8, 22, Aug 5
Integration (2 weeks no calls ), Aug 25, Sept 9, 23, Oct 7, 21, Integration (2 weeks no calls), Nov 11, 25, Dec 9 (closing call) 

what's the call schedule? 

You do all the holding.
But who’s holding you? 

claim your space inside HELD

apply now

HELD is more than a program

This isn’t another certification or performative stamp on your resume. It’s not even another conscious entrepreneurship mastermind. This is about YOU… your growth, your vision, and your integrity. 

When you join us inside HELD, you’ll get:

No more exhaustion disguised as passion. No more diluting your magic to fit industry trends. And definitely no more playing small because the online space feels too loud, too fast, too fake...

IT’S A WHOLE F*CKING MOVEMENT 

A space to reconnect with your creativity, your intuition, and your voice — not just for visibility, but for the kind of expression that makes your ancestors proud 

Real community — where nuance is honored, truth is celebrated, and support is tangible

Access to co-creation, feedback, and real-time integration — not just homework or theory

Because when you're truly HELD, you can

→ Lead yourself and your clients without performing
→ Hold space for others without abandoning yourself
→ Scale your business without losing sight of your why

ready to step in?

 Especially when you’re used to pouring into others first

We get it — investing in your business and your well-being can feel big

You won’t hear us say that your hesitation to invest is because “you just dont want it bad enough”. WE TRUST your discernment There’s no FOMO here. 

But we want you to know, this isn’t just another program filled with generic advice, outdated marketing strategies, or rigid frameworks.

It’s a 6-month immersive experience designed to meet you where you are — with real tools, deep support, and lasting transformation in both your inner world and your outer work.

You’re welcome in HELD even if (especially if?) you…

→ Are newer in your business — you’re growing your IG community, have the website you spent way too long on, but might not have consistent clients 

→ Still work another job, but long to replace that income with your mother serving body of work

→ Have a graveyard of unfinished programs and worry this might be the same

→ Are skeptical because you’ve been in spaces that promised depth but left you feeling more disconnected

→ Are craving community, but feel nervous to take up space

→ Want to lead your business differently, but don’t know where to begin

This space was made for your nuance

There’s no ideal version of “ready” here.
If you’re holding space for mothers — and feeling a pull toward a slower, deeper, more embodied way — you're in the right place.

HELD is here to help you expand it, not just sustainably but regeneratively. 

This is a space that nourishes you as much as it nourishes your clients.

Because a well-resourced leader is unstoppable.
And you deserve to be held, too.

You’ve already built something sacred

It's time to be held

apply now